Divination 10th October 2009

After settle down i did another divination on how am i to go to another step further, the answer is:

1.Extreme effects of alcohol or drug abuse. Clouded judgment. Being ruled by emotion. Exaggerated daydreams or nightmares. Mercy. Creative heights. Channeling passions.

(yes, i thought going vocing out in The Temasek Review will gain me hope, but not true)

2.Frustration and fear. Feeling powerless and at the mercy of outside forces. The controlling behaviour of others. Unfair treatment. A pawn. Not having the ability to adequately protect oneself. Vulnerable to deceit. Scapegoat. Pleas falling on deaf ears. Being misunderstood. Being used. A temporary situation that will pass.

(Again i was block and was classified as Spam, and my molsting case is a Personal Matter. I shot back, so Ren Ci Monk Shi Ming Yi brrowing money to his friends is also personal affairs then why go to court?)

3.Debasing of talents. Warning. Instruction. Having to contend with uneducated critics. Discouragement. Narrow views. A lack of support or understanding.

(I was accused as spaming with personal problems, i am sure Wee Soon Khai or his networking wife from The Straits Times had Alert the The Temasek Review said i am lying.)

4.A visionary man. A strong, dignified man with a gentle manner who enriches the lives of those around him. An authority. Meaningful accomplishment. Intelligence and influence. Significant artistic abilities. Trust. Ethics. Strength of conviction. Higher principles and higher love. Intuition and foresight. A magnetic, somewhat reclusive, reflective nature.

(Sounds like someone who is smarter than me, EQ and IQ higher than me, is behind and had been supportive to me. Though i don't know who is it but i really do not want the kind person to be involve in anyway. good people must have good returns, that what grandpa said.)

5. Disorientation. Powerful emotions and imagination. Intuition. Empathy. Creativity and sensitivity. Illusion. Wild visions. Mercy. Intense, valuable dreams. A need to control emotions, lest one becomes fascinated by phantasmagoric dreams and flashes from the subconscious. The underworld. Primordial instincts. Powerful mood swings. Hysteria. Memory. Shadows. Shifting shapes. Familiar landscape transformed under the light of the moon. Seeking mysteries. Strange encounters. Personality complexes. Increasing sensitivity to unseen forces. Magnetism. Tides of emotion. Art source. A fertile period, but a need for conscious control over fears and imagination. The light of reason needed to guard against influence and deception.

(I admit i was in the sate of Hysteria just now.)

6.Gambling, loss, theft. Fickle luck. Fatality. Family conflict. Loss or being cheated out of inheritance. Smeared reputation. Hazardous adventure.

(Yes, i loss my Gamble to The Temasek Review, they cannot hold justice another like of SMA.)

7.Having lost or being unable to maintain one's centre. Lack of nourishment and support. Spiritual starvation. Enslavement or control. Scattered energies. Insurmountable obstacles. Sacrifice. Blockage. Arrested development.

(Yes i am now)

8.Talent and intelligence. A higher-comprehending mind. Purpose and skill. Independent thinker. Self-rule. Freedom. A person who is a force of art and creativity. Intuition. An inspiring, powerful voice. Commitment and communication. Eloquence and persuasion. Charm, confidence, and control. Talent that carries responsibility and casts one in an otherworldly light. Leadership and influence. Showmanship and dexterity. An ambiguous card, as the magician is also a trickster, a shadowy ringmaster, and a juggler. The unevolved magician character is a creature of appetite, impulse, and manipulation. Disregard of others and self-aggrandizing behaviour (resembling the rock star gone awry).

(this one i can't read myself too.)

9.Inconclusive results. Setbacks. Low morale. Wasted time. Unfocused attempt. No clear designated target. Poor showing. Lack of recognition.

(Yes, i am in deed)

10.Premature use of force. Excessive force resulting in chaos and violence. All passion spent. Quick temper. Overweening desires. Goals at any price.

(Yes i created Chaos and was Violence just now. I lost and i may not be able to face people in the Jurong Polyclinc anymore, as now the beans had spills out from the bag. Peopl will like the father in law of Wee soon khai accuse me od seducing doctors, the way as Dr. Meena Sundram did. Now i am branded as Slut! the way the father-in-law of wee soon khai called me. have i disgraced my family? yes, i have no face to face my family, as i don't know how to answer to them for being treated like that.)

11.Daring, impressive young man of action. An impulsive but usually well-meaning person. Heroic, if a little rash. A man who can be wearing and disruptive, but also effective. Being determined, intelligent, and single-minded. Goals taking priority over relationships. A mercenary. Standing up for oneself or others. Bringing matters to a head.

(i don't know, now i can't even read my forecast well.)

Remarks:

cast number 4: {A visionary man. A strong, dignified man with a gentle manner who enriches the lives of those around him. An authority. Meaningful accomplishment. Intelligence and influence. Significant artistic abilities. Trust. Ethics. Strength of conviction. Higher principles and higher love. Intuition and foresight. A magnetic, somewhat reclusive, reflective nature.}

Very similar to the last few casts i did, there is a young man will care for me when i am ill and alone unknown to me, but i am not supposed to take him as a way of sympathy. This time he is a wise king. Is that Lord XX. My mum passed me a message from him, something like 看开点. I am glad to hear the words through my mum. I am alone and solo and after hearing the words i am glad that 人间还是有温情. Currently trying to increase my physic power so as to ask help to heal my untreatable irritating breadth problem. I had found a old grimoire, a way to ask help from the heaven, the one used by Father Moses. Yeah, i finished Moses book 6 and 7. I know i am not Father Moses or 达摩大师 but i am not really a ultra weak Sorceress. If i can get myself cure i can cure others too, but i found a way to cure hysteria, i wonder it will work. But i have to get myself cured. I hoped that one day i happened to meet Lord XX i can stand infront of him as perfect as can be €; ) But upon second thought if he happeneds to know that he is nicknamed as Lordst by me then i am like a little sparrow, then i think i have to perform a Vampire Transformation. never done that before as i only have my signature bucktooth no fangs. 是的, 我很执拙. 原则问题. 做错了就要认错而不是逃避, 还暗箭伤人扁倒事非, 屡不回改,窝寇之为. Once i get myself treated and all the crooks are still waving bads in the out, i will call Heaven for Justice. But i have to treat myself first.