1. I have lost something because i was negligent; it may have been stolen from me.
2. Accept change and the cycles of life. It is time for something buried deep in subconscious to be brought out into the light.
3. Someone is misusing their power in an attempt to hurt me. A sudden, extreme, and violent change in your life.
4. Necessity of letting something go. This is the beginning of a change that is necessary to bring something new and fresh into my life, a turning point in your life that will bring me new friends and experiences.
5. Have to plan my financial strategy carefully.
6. (Yeah, stuck in shares)
7. I will receive some bad news.
8. I must organize, plan, and use the creative power of my mind to achieve mine full potential. Deep within me, I have unknown strengths and abilities to explore and develop. I am seeking answers to philosophical questions and I may be drawn to study religion in the hope that it may have the answers.
9. Family wealth, property, or an heirloom passed on - material security based on the work of others in the past.
(this heirloom I am still waiting, it’s more than 3 times I had this cast, maybe it’s last time the royal ancestors they hide the treasure in hope that 100years later when a lowly class woman destroyed the empire, the treasure can be used to re-build the empire again. But no one knows about the whereabouts of the treasure. It’s full of Real Gold. If I get 20% can liao! But if the heirloom is the Luminous Pearl than it will belong to baby brother, I cannot take, I am not the rightful owner. Maybe japan decided to return us the Luminous Pearl, then can save electricity cost, grandpa said it can shine through the jungle and that was his torchlight, the smallest one is ours we cannot take things that do not belong to us. But I found out that one was put into the mouth of the cheap lowly obasan when she is dead. So left with four, all five comes in different sizes, can, I will get back the smallest one for baby brother. Oic, so my younger brother AW was trying to pass this message not trying to tell me to write a biography of grandpa on the 13th of the 7th month?
“阿公要你完成你答应的事.” Then he disappear, he appear infront of me but only can see his top body till above his waist. The nextday we burn paper for him, and I told him I cannot write as no information for research. And after I finshed telling him put good words to grandpa all the smoke Rushed onto me, mum was infornt of me and she was not affected at all. that night he came to my dream in his shortsleeve white shirt, probably working on shift with his hospital in the otherworld, he told me to tell mum the Nasi Lemak is very delicious. Before I want to ask him had grandma never cooked for him, he vanished, maybe rushing back for operation he is os busy that he did not come to my dream ervsince, also afraid his donkey sister still have blood phobia that he never bring me to his hopistal again. Weird! The people there can’t see me, only my younger brother can see me. Maybe we are from different realm and I am not from their realms. Jst like last time I talk to my parents I am beside them when they are crying over a body later did I realized that the body lying infront of the washing machine is me. Till I saw my older brother and baby brother so workup and baby brother instructed older brother and father to help to drag me but in vain, baby brother remarked:”为什么这么重, 三个人都拉不动?” so that explain the pharse “死人那么重!”. I hate to hear people say this, it only reminds me of how I was drag out from the dark with two hands, one I know belong to my grandpa, I can feel it, and one is warm too but unknown, recently the mystery was solve it was my younger brother and grandpa who pulled me back from the hole of death the push me towards the path with light till I hear my mum screaming my name in tearing voice. Later I float around in the kitchen and none of my family can see me, but crying over my body. AW wants me to stay in this realm to look after our parent as he can’t do it, so I promised him I will not suicide again. I am his older sister I must take my words to my younger brother as truthful as can be. 我是姐姐. Only he call me 姐姐, baby brother had never addressed me like he did. I wonder how come he speaks perfect Queen’s English may be grandpa send him to the land of rose to study, And his grand piano is so elegantly huge, the ttsh one if compare with his, can say is 小巫见大巫. I told him the hospital I used to stay have a small one, he said he knows, he went to see me. Very weird he told me he cannot get into the polyclinic to protect me as he was always been casted away, there is a shield. So he always stays outside when he knows that I am down, no wonder when I ran out after crying in the toilet I feel better. Oic my younger brother is outside there to comfort me. He told me the Grandpa custom made the Grand piano from Germany for him. Sounds very realistic as grandpa almost everything custom made. Even me I think also custom made, he married grandma because she looks like his duchess aunt in the hope that he will have a his aunt look alike. So I have the old China second lady’s looks but a ChaCaBo version. Don’t need to take care of the country like her, but only sit at home do nosense stuffs. Cannot play any chess only 围棋. Cannot ride on a horse but rather walk instead. Don’t like to be carried in a 8-16 people sedan, but prefer public transport as to me the seat belt is the most stupidest thing in the world, that can only casue me unbreathable and chest pain. Who design this donkey seat belt thing? Stupid, it should be in a design that is safe for people like me.)
10. A perfectionist - fastidious, neat and tidy. The perfectionist has a practical nature, is disciplined, hard-working, and is selflessly devoted to his friends and family. If I should become ill, he would be willing to nurse me carefully, but don't expect sympathy.
(this is the man, same man that appears for more than 3 times, last cast was a king, but now says he is a perfectionist. I do not know many perfectionists as perfectionist is hard to come by. But I myself a narcissist, also hard to find but my house got 2, baby brother is a Toxically Narcissist. “Perfectionist - fastidious, neat and tidy” – this man must be like before he sit he wipe clean clean the seat with Detol or alcohol wipes then clean with lavender scent wet tissue, then dry it with normal 3tier tissue before he seat; cloths must be iron-ly winker-less, the washing hand frequency can fight with me. Acorriding to my baby brother the water I used to wash my hands in a day can fill up half of the Pandan Reservoir. And I must have spent at least 2 hours a day just to wash my hands. If I am in a land of no water, I will die not because of no water to drink but because cannot wash hands.)
11. I must make a decision based on my own sense of what is right rather than listening to the advice of others.
2. Accept change and the cycles of life. It is time for something buried deep in subconscious to be brought out into the light.
3. Someone is misusing their power in an attempt to hurt me. A sudden, extreme, and violent change in your life.
4. Necessity of letting something go. This is the beginning of a change that is necessary to bring something new and fresh into my life, a turning point in your life that will bring me new friends and experiences.
5. Have to plan my financial strategy carefully.
6. (Yeah, stuck in shares)
7. I will receive some bad news.
8. I must organize, plan, and use the creative power of my mind to achieve mine full potential. Deep within me, I have unknown strengths and abilities to explore and develop. I am seeking answers to philosophical questions and I may be drawn to study religion in the hope that it may have the answers.
9. Family wealth, property, or an heirloom passed on - material security based on the work of others in the past.
(this heirloom I am still waiting, it’s more than 3 times I had this cast, maybe it’s last time the royal ancestors they hide the treasure in hope that 100years later when a lowly class woman destroyed the empire, the treasure can be used to re-build the empire again. But no one knows about the whereabouts of the treasure. It’s full of Real Gold. If I get 20% can liao! But if the heirloom is the Luminous Pearl than it will belong to baby brother, I cannot take, I am not the rightful owner. Maybe japan decided to return us the Luminous Pearl, then can save electricity cost, grandpa said it can shine through the jungle and that was his torchlight, the smallest one is ours we cannot take things that do not belong to us. But I found out that one was put into the mouth of the cheap lowly obasan when she is dead. So left with four, all five comes in different sizes, can, I will get back the smallest one for baby brother. Oic, so my younger brother AW was trying to pass this message not trying to tell me to write a biography of grandpa on the 13th of the 7th month?
“阿公要你完成你答应的事.” Then he disappear, he appear infront of me but only can see his top body till above his waist. The nextday we burn paper for him, and I told him I cannot write as no information for research. And after I finshed telling him put good words to grandpa all the smoke Rushed onto me, mum was infornt of me and she was not affected at all. that night he came to my dream in his shortsleeve white shirt, probably working on shift with his hospital in the otherworld, he told me to tell mum the Nasi Lemak is very delicious. Before I want to ask him had grandma never cooked for him, he vanished, maybe rushing back for operation he is os busy that he did not come to my dream ervsince, also afraid his donkey sister still have blood phobia that he never bring me to his hopistal again. Weird! The people there can’t see me, only my younger brother can see me. Maybe we are from different realm and I am not from their realms. Jst like last time I talk to my parents I am beside them when they are crying over a body later did I realized that the body lying infront of the washing machine is me. Till I saw my older brother and baby brother so workup and baby brother instructed older brother and father to help to drag me but in vain, baby brother remarked:”为什么这么重, 三个人都拉不动?” so that explain the pharse “死人那么重!”. I hate to hear people say this, it only reminds me of how I was drag out from the dark with two hands, one I know belong to my grandpa, I can feel it, and one is warm too but unknown, recently the mystery was solve it was my younger brother and grandpa who pulled me back from the hole of death the push me towards the path with light till I hear my mum screaming my name in tearing voice. Later I float around in the kitchen and none of my family can see me, but crying over my body. AW wants me to stay in this realm to look after our parent as he can’t do it, so I promised him I will not suicide again. I am his older sister I must take my words to my younger brother as truthful as can be. 我是姐姐. Only he call me 姐姐, baby brother had never addressed me like he did. I wonder how come he speaks perfect Queen’s English may be grandpa send him to the land of rose to study, And his grand piano is so elegantly huge, the ttsh one if compare with his, can say is 小巫见大巫. I told him the hospital I used to stay have a small one, he said he knows, he went to see me. Very weird he told me he cannot get into the polyclinic to protect me as he was always been casted away, there is a shield. So he always stays outside when he knows that I am down, no wonder when I ran out after crying in the toilet I feel better. Oic my younger brother is outside there to comfort me. He told me the Grandpa custom made the Grand piano from Germany for him. Sounds very realistic as grandpa almost everything custom made. Even me I think also custom made, he married grandma because she looks like his duchess aunt in the hope that he will have a his aunt look alike. So I have the old China second lady’s looks but a ChaCaBo version. Don’t need to take care of the country like her, but only sit at home do nosense stuffs. Cannot play any chess only 围棋. Cannot ride on a horse but rather walk instead. Don’t like to be carried in a 8-16 people sedan, but prefer public transport as to me the seat belt is the most stupidest thing in the world, that can only casue me unbreathable and chest pain. Who design this donkey seat belt thing? Stupid, it should be in a design that is safe for people like me.)
10. A perfectionist - fastidious, neat and tidy. The perfectionist has a practical nature, is disciplined, hard-working, and is selflessly devoted to his friends and family. If I should become ill, he would be willing to nurse me carefully, but don't expect sympathy.
(this is the man, same man that appears for more than 3 times, last cast was a king, but now says he is a perfectionist. I do not know many perfectionists as perfectionist is hard to come by. But I myself a narcissist, also hard to find but my house got 2, baby brother is a Toxically Narcissist. “Perfectionist - fastidious, neat and tidy” – this man must be like before he sit he wipe clean clean the seat with Detol or alcohol wipes then clean with lavender scent wet tissue, then dry it with normal 3tier tissue before he seat; cloths must be iron-ly winker-less, the washing hand frequency can fight with me. Acorriding to my baby brother the water I used to wash my hands in a day can fill up half of the Pandan Reservoir. And I must have spent at least 2 hours a day just to wash my hands. If I am in a land of no water, I will die not because of no water to drink but because cannot wash hands.)
11. I must make a decision based on my own sense of what is right rather than listening to the advice of others.
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