Death Note

Death Card from Tarot Deck

The Death card in Tarot speaks of a major conclusion in an area of our lives. Often when this card shows up in a reading it means the person has had, or will have a change that is monumental - an ending of circumstances that were dragging on for far too long and the only way to make a clean break is to have a sharp ending. The key point to remember here is that where there is an ending.

Change: Life is in constant motion and this is the irony of the Death card.

Death is never the end - it is simply a motion in a different direction.

The Truth of the Molest by Wee Soon Khai MCR 8003I (Part 3)

Wee Soon Khai: “Aunty, everyday before I start work i will stand in a corner to watch Annie. Unless I was really running late. She had never noticed me at all. she always has bruises on her legs, why huh?”

The Truth of the Molest by Wee Soon Khai MCR 8003I (Part 2)

Shortly after renovation of Jurong Polyclinic. Re-opens for operation around 28th February, 2008. In a seminar room I was on an office chair, Meena Sundrum was delivering her speech. Halfway through Wee Soon Khai came into the room and took on the chair facing right opposite me. He tried “very hard” to “tells me” he is seducing me. The acts are as good as seen in most pornography film, not forgetting our Real Singapore Famous, Annabell Chong. I pretend I did not see him at all. Before that day I was an “Honor VIP Guest” for some “investigations” based on claims of Meena Sundrum. For first subject A, I admitted but I really hated him for log complaint on me, it really takes lots of courage for a person like me to approach u just to say “hi”. Do you know the “hi” is like digging Gold from my fendi wallet? And the card I gave u is because I saw u always gloomy, I only wrote the note something like “I notice u have been down….., be happy….” If u don’t “look” happy, how will people who concerns about u be happy? BUT Patients are always our First priority. “But is that consider “Seduce”? Later was Subject W. I am totally clueless on the claims. I have to find Clues to prove that I am innocent. I have to find clues and confront him. Whenever I find a chance to get near him, Meena Sundrum will appear from nowhere. Meena Sundrum and Wee Soon Khai are in a Team?
(to be continue…)

The Truth of the Molest By Wee Soon Khia MCR 8003I

I was aware who came into the A&E room, if I don’t know is him, how can I hint to a staff, his close friend, hoping that will wake up his conscience and give an answer. For the humiliation and malign by his wife Lim Wei Chean and Lim ah Ngiaw, they really think I did hear the words from their mouth. BUT with Lim Wei Chean working as a reporter with The Straits Times, she can abuse her authority by doing what she want to protect herself, her husband, and her father.




Lim Wei Chean had dated Wee Soon Khai since February 2008, and was looking and searching for wedding dress and packages since February 2008. Their relationship was official by May 2008. And later the father in law came to my counter and claim scold me for marrying wee soon khai soon, where it was his own daughter Lim Wei Chean is marry wee soon khai. I endure, as I have patients, and work comes first.


(to be continue…)

万福吉乐八宝盆菜 Golden Lucky Fortune Pot

万福吉乐八宝盆菜

Golden Lucky Fortune Pot

金沙煲 Golden Claypot

金沙煲

Golden Claypot

天九翅 Longevity Shark Fins

天九翅

Longevity Shark Fins

发菜 Lucky Cabbage

发菜

Lucky Cabbage

发菇 Fortune Mushroom

发菇

Fortune Mushroom

万贯龙虾 Wealthy Lobster

万贯龙虾

Wealthy Lobster

Horsepower 路遥知马力

“The true strength of a horse is determined by the distance it can take on” In engineering term we call it HorsePower.

Horsepower (HP) = (Force X Velocity) / 33000
(this is what I learnt at 17 of age)

路遥知马力, 日久见人心!
人心难测; 面无恶相, 心存恶念;
心难改之, 回头是岸!

My First Handphone Pouch

the front

Military Tank 

the back

HaHaHa

I spent the whole day and just finished it.

I am a Holy Nun

3 days in a row, friends from facebook asking to date me. My shares are making loses may due to their disturbances. So I post on the status while this guy trying to date me on the facebook chat. Hoping that this will stop all these dating thing, that make me lose money in my stock and shares.


1st post:
“I am a Nun. Will stay Holy till the day I am married to the man who loves me very Dearly. So Think before want to DATE me. Dating a 圣女 is challenging as many things you Cannot Cannot CANNOT DO!!! My advice is DATE normal ladies than a Holy Nun. Blessed Be!”


2nd post:
“If still want to interact with me, then MSN me LIVE! @ celticmonkey@live.com”


3rd post:
“Here to declare, a Nun DO NOT Drink Liquor, Go PUB, Disco, Karaoke... BUT Nun can go to beautiful places. Don't make life so miserable lah! DATE normal ladies less headache. A Nun always place spiritual enlightenment as first priority. And a圣女 may use divination like Tarot Cards or other means to determine their undertakings.”


After the 3rd post on the facebook status, he finally went offline. I hoped that this can STOP all these.

我是圣女还是七煞孤星?

An occult friend from MSN say he has someone he knows there, I ask if he can help to pass to him, he say he will ask if the person is still in the place. My divination last week says I will meet someone who will help me. I hope he can help, but the person name I don’t know, I never know this man, but I think is the Thai man, but thai man no longer there. Nevermind, good thing of knowing 小第第, even it is overseas, they can help me? Who is this chee keo??? Both claim they are relationship experts, but they do not laugh at me as I am Spiritual Expert to them. I help them in a way, and they want to help me in a way. Well, 圣女 is never good in whatever relationship. the oversea one we plan to have biz venture, this one say he try his best to help me. Both I know last week throught sgclub forum. He say if the chee keo is no more there, he may help to find other way to get him. I ask can I pass the pouch I am going to make for him, he say he will finds the cheo keo first. OMG! Izzit 李猪脚??? Cannot be, 猪脚 is short, and he say the man is tall thin and tan, more like the thai man. 还是有缘无份? They tell me cannot give up, BUT… 我是七煞孤星…

Partnership

Was chatting on MSN with a friend I know on sgclub forum from Germany, we have an idea, we partner in a blogshop. Sounds crazy, but we need money. He is MA student, me PhD. He need money, I also need money. WE never meet before, now starting one biz maybe. Not so sure yet. But working, hoping it can fulfill my dream. but yet still have no one to talk to, to play with. I cannot make cookie anymore, sign!

Ultimate Crazy Gal

A gal is consider Ultimate Crazy if she do 2 PhDs in one go. Either she cannot do one thing at a time, or she is too Supreme-ly FREE!!! BUT she is Definitely 笑!!! And that笑Gal is the Gila Full of Nonsense Annie Cleopatra!!! Practically, she has no proper sense at all. I do agree 199.99999% with my four limps up. She is fundamentally Functioning Unwell!!!

She was so UNWELL that she over-trade with her CPF for more than $8.5K, have to try to release by Tuesday. She is also so sick that she took 2 pills of Anerax last night, and today still giddy. She is unquestionably Ki Siao!!!

Bar From Kitchen From Today!

Mum came home with dad from genting, she did not stop scolding and now I am BAR from touching the kitchen. How I wished that there is a Free To Use Kitchen, and no one scold me for messy all the stuffs. I dare not give cookies as it looks Army Dog Biscuits. How I dare to give to … sure get scolded no it YELLed, the world most Indigestible Cookies. Tomorrow 830am appointment with rheumatology, I know the blood test result is not good as I did Tarot, and dice divination, all show “poor” result. A day live is A day earned for me. I wish for happy and no tears and sorrow everyday. I wished someone whom I can talk to everyday. But no one wants to talk to me. I am a loner. I wished for a friend, a close to heart friend.

Cookie Disaster

I spend almost 5 hours and things don’t get right at all. I got burn in my fingers, the oven is not working, I use the toaster, the cookies just don’t “Get Even!” 惨不 忍睹!!!
Taste is okay. Actually I finally settle for the pre-mix pack from Daiso then “add on”.
BUT why I have headache now???

Chickee Bom Bom @ FoodTalk, Teban Place Level 2

I think is a franchise of eblackbox, there is website but can’t search on the internet.
Ambience: 2*
There will be Fly Fly*** when you trying your BEST to ENJOY your food.
***Fly Fly are not Spanish Fly (Lame joke of the day!)

Fish & Chips from Chickee Bom Bom
2 pieces $6.50
3 pieces $9.00
Review:
Taste: 3.3*
MSG: 2.8*
Value for $$$: 3.2**

Fertile Egg From Kopitiam @ TTSH

The Little Dot of Chicken Sperm

Found this Fertile Egg from mine Set A Meal. Did not eat, coz I do not want to be Pregnant not by laying on hill like Mother Mary BUT by eating this egg. Else I will be Mother Cleopatra (Lame joke of the day!)

Samsung Ultra Touch

I had got my Samsung Ultra Touch for $148, was $198 less $50 voucher.
http://ultratouch.samsungmobile.com/


This is the 3rd Samsung handphone I had. Since the first one, it is no more turning back to Nokia, Sony, LG. Was thinking of Sony, LG or Samsung, finally I still settle with Samsung Ultra Touch BUT I had not touch it since yesterday I came back at around 1900. Since my hands have been weaker than ever, I had been depending almost 99% on handphone. To me handphone is just my camera and nothing else, coz no one calls only mama, and baby brother, ann, or other family member’s sms. Perhaps if my new biz idea is working, there may be some calls to do “performances” for hand molding. So far since 17th jan, only 2 replies asking for hourly quotations. How much? At least $200/hour inclusive of materials. And supposed to make 30hands an hour, can i? I am Fast, but of coz I am weak, so ask ann if she can take if I have deal, she agreed on weekdays show. I only need someone to flatten the clay.

My Hands -- You Want My Hand???

MC Easily Obtain From Jurong Polyclinic

I noticed MC is easily obtains from Jurong Polyclinic than from CCK polyclinic. The number of blog entries in last week had “testified” this fact. Izzit female students or ah lian and ah huay with ultra short pants with undies penetrating to the already warm non-eco-friendly air-con airy the doctors to GIVE MC as Airy as their patients breast and butts? Wake UP Doctors!!!
Still prefer Law-by-Law style. BUT how many can ACT Law-by-Law???

This is one of the few blog entries:
“Friday, January 8, 2010
On friday, picked up a call, and its from Karen. Asking me whether want to go Jurong Point with HuiYun and her. lol, of cause i agreed ! :) Accompanied her to Polyclinic to get her mc. haha. Then off we went to Jurong Point. Had our lunch at Ichiban Sushi. Yummy yummy. My favourite Salmon sashimi again ! wee. Don't know why i'm deeply in love with that. Bought things, and shop around there.”

“Today morning went to Jurong Police Headquarter with Wei Ling...
Just cos of that stupid hotel thingy case....
after taking sentence, went down to polyclinic to take MC....
shopped at Shop n Save for some ingredient to cook for dinner...
home at ard 4pm...
started preparing and cooking...
yum yum....
wei ling and i almost finished up all the food except the soup...
wanted to watch Alvin & the chipmunks 2 but most of the cinema's ticket are sold out...
so all we can do is stay home and play com...
talk cock and drink beer....
play cards and drink wine.... lolx....”

BUT this poor doctor was scolded for Framing for Giving MC "unwillingly":
http://thelifeofsheurosselli.blogspot.com/2010/01/fucking-doctor.html
Remarks: A Picture was posted, looks familiar. The conversation of “ya” “ya” “ya” also sounds familiar. If it is the same person, then this is the second time I read him being “scolded” vulgarity. What’s wrong? The patient is getting MC not for the lump on the donkey head but to meet friend to take laptop from Acer building. Patient expects doctor to Give MC for the $9.50 they paid. SO MC is a “product”. It’s like purchasing Cinema tickets to them. In one blog they use the “keng MC”. Talking about “Keng MC” my methods are even better, my ex-classmates uses and proven very good. BUT the “creator”, Me, do not use it. Somehow I feel very ANGRY even though no name of the doctor was being mentioned. Like that time I read that post, the more I read the more FIRE in me is fuming like 火炎山. What I did? I took out the doll I make and SLAMMED the blog owner’s face. Voodooist use voodoo* doll to cast voodoo on the doll (or person), I use the doll to SMACK the blogger’s face and all parts of his body and face. Don’t know why I do it, but I “JUST DO IT!”
*Voodoo or Vodou, beliefs and practices of West African which was brought about as African slaves were brought to Haiti in the 16th century.
Do I know voodoo?
Hahahhaa….Asking me this question is like asking me do you know how to apply nail colors. BUT know it well does not mean that I will use it to harm people. For knowledge purpose. As I say, if I go into occult business, I maybe famous overnight. How many so-call “occult masters” knows more than I do? But I am into be a healer for the poor and needy as my dream. BUT must heal my dry mouth first. Currently migraine is under control. Only left with this one BIG problem. If I have this GONE WITH THE WIND, I am 150% perfect gal. And I can help people.

the blog post:
“first of all, today, when i woke up in the morning; my migraine was still there. so i decided, a trip to the doctor's it is! planned to meet zahidah at chinese gardens, to go to Jurong polyclinic and then, we plan to go take her laptop at the Acer building; where ever it is. the trip to consult a fucking doctor was such a waste of time! that fucking doctor don't know how to fucking treat a patient! cb! he's probably new! when i went in, he asked my name and then asked me what was wrong with me. when i told him, one by one about my illness. he said,"anything else?" for EACH ,and every thing that i said. like:
me," migraine"
doctor,"anything else?"
me,"i have a lump on my neck."
doctor,"anything else?"
CBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBB!fucking doctor!kanina!
i've never been this fucking angry before!
that's not the most fucking ridiculous part yet. next came the examining part!waaaaaaaa! more fucking idiotic. he came up to me to check on the lump, and he went pressing! press!press!press!
CBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBB!pain!!!fucker! then, i told him i also have some lumps on my head,i don't know why! but yeah..he pressed the area where the migraine started! wrong area! i scream! not that loud..but yeah, VERY PAINFUL!
after that he gave me a 1 fucking day mc.
me,"is that all?"
doctor,"ya."
and so i left the room..felt so...surreal! everything went so fast! it came and it went! not to forget, he gave me panadol and cough syrup! i can get that like almost anywhere!!CB! waste time and money!
but now, i guess u feel better! not because of the medicines he gave me. but probably because of the ice treatment i gave myself last night. i iced my head and the aching areas on my neck..i felt better after that..then, went to sleep right after! slept like a baby man! so people, who's suffering from migraine..go try! hahah! shaabooya!”

PS: Okay time to get ready to bring son out to orchard to buy handphone. then we shall buy Kentucky home, BUT son there is no $2.99 student special, But mama will buy the Ultimate Box for $5.50 upgrade to frappe coffee. U take the chicken, mama take the burger, nonono, burger the roti is wasted. We take the 2 pc meal, original, mama bring back one pc for u, and mama take one piece. Add some also your fav whipped potato. And prepare cookie making, hopefully can sent it by Thursday. Will 大哥哥 be in??? If大哥哥 is not in, then how???

Strategy Changed

I had a dream last night. Have to change my Strategy.
With all CASH stuck, I will try to exhaust the CPF investment funds.
无中生有, 借尸还魂, 抛砖引玉.

"Why I joined the Opposition" post on Sgclub forum

http://forums.sgclub.com/singapore/why_joined_opposition_242499.html

Not very glad with that kind of idiots or dude, jerk,...
I post to reply as below:

"The PAP has conditioned Singaporeans to see the political opposition as a destructive force in society."
Me, WitchZ hereby, Disagree!!!

"I joined the WP because I believe Singapore needs an alternative leadership that is capable of taking over the reins and steering our country to its next level of development, should the PAP stumble."
Me, WitchZ hereby wants to make a rough or not so sought but True comments.
Say is easy, Can Do It as Promised to the suporters?
Anyone can be a ruler, anyone can overthrow am existing ruler, the New Ruler is ABLE to provide what is Promised before Election?
IF NOT so, can resident ask for a re-election like other country?
NO! Think Carefully!
Singapore is not a country where rules can be change by just a click on the fingers.
When an Leader said on any terms like Leninism, after the Election, what happens?
Can residents have a FULL "Insurance Coverage" on what was promised during those "talks"?
If "Actions" are not met, residents BLAME on the government, that is PAP.
So, PAP has to act as "Cleaner" or should I wirte to PAP ask them to get ready a "Post-Election Cleaning Company"?
those who want to support, have you think what are the Pros and Cons?
Or as normal singaporeans, can only SEE the Present but not Beyond???
WitchZ

Talking Politics?
My gandpa work with the Mao based in asia, raise fund and do planning for re-building new china.
During Jap occupation, he is has his own troops to save prisoners captured by the japs.
Yet the Yamashita take him as Good Friend.
But grandpa said he is a good man, a hero indeed.
he too declare my grandpa as great man and hero.
Politics, aunt of my grandpa was in-charge of saving the rotten china after her husband death,
while the old hacky whore was destroying China by reinstating her own whore related blood as puppet emperor. And trying to “kill” all royals with brains in fear she will lose control of the rotten by her china. I think that is the reason why father of grandpa move to the deserted Hainan island after the death of his fist wife, the princess, the most doted daughter of the late emperor. Her son is my grandpa’s half brother. I had seen him in my dream, very tall and look like angmoh. Younger brother W do look like him. Well a scholar at the age of 12. BUT was kill by the old whore by making him eat expensive herbs like hundred year old ginseng and poppy drugs everyday. Killing him softly. So, what is politics to me?
Those who say want to be the supporters, arnt they are the ones who will celebrate when a ball wins into the team of Liverpool or ManU? Or when Rain comes for concert they Q e days for the ticket even it really Rains for 5 days in a roll.
They know what they are doing or they are just the same obasans like in the room "Q" no ichi gaii??

MSN Live

Occults wannabes asked, “Do you have hotmail for msn.”
I replied, “Sorry no Hotmail, as I am not HOT, but I have MSN LIVE!”

Someone being Praised Highly for great achievement in overseas. Very happy!

Not going to Orchard today

My divinations say I am not advisable to buy handphone today. Will have trouble. Okay, later just buy food here and place bet for mother downstairs. There is a new coffee shop they call it foodcourt. Babyborther is at home, so buy half a chicken, and 2 pack of rice.
I did偷天换日 trying to change my fate, I think it is not successful. Will try 移花接木. All these are lost in the Chinese sorcery, how do I know how to perform? I don’t know? I “know things” that I also don’t know how I know. Is this the power of Real Dragon Blood? Or I watch too much fantasy kungfu movie. The 万剑朝宗 from the Storm 2, looks interesting.
BUT I need to Heal myself first, then becomes a healer like Lord Moses, to help heal poor and needy. BUT there is a place where my heart is not with me. But at least my son is with me. I am not lonely. BUT finding ways to feed him is tricky, as I cannot let him be exposed to my parents. Else sister-in-law will ask monk to come. I told my younger brother not to come so he will not be “detect” by anyone else. BUT a heavy luggage “flew” upto the ceiling shelve. Parents thought it was grandpa, as my maternal grandpa is re-born as Saint 神仙. His wife, my mother’s mum was a Ghost Governor, my brother, a Hospital in-charge within the governed land of grandma. So my grandpa, a Saint. My grandma a senator or MP, my brother a CEO. Here, elder brother a VP, baby brother, a manager, me, Miss Shake Leg. Parents? Father a “garanguni” he pick up almost all the stuffs be “see” downstairs. My room is pack, so the five room is horribly small and I get blue black if I did not walk probably. I want to move out. But shares all stuck. No $$$.
My dream house is a room for japanese theme, a room of European theme, bedroom of coz, a workshop of fantasy theme. The dining, or whatever, I see what I can have.

Buying Handphone Later At Takashimaya Singtel

My son and I had finally settled for Samsung Ultra Touch. I think last Sunday I had heart pain and breathing difficulty is my son’s doing, as then it was S$298. Yesterday I saw on singtel shop online, it is $198 or 188. Less 100bucks. But I wonder the singtel shop will offer the same rate as I have the 50buck singtel voucher which can only be used for on-the-spot purchase. My son used to this, when I saw a Polo Ralph Lauren handbag, it was then on sale but it was $149.90usd. he keep making nuisance actions till I gave up and eat in the nearby Korean eatery. 2 weeks later, we went again, it is $49.95. having my son back is Shopping Smarter again. Well, 2 brains are always better than one. My fendi, prada, all branded goods were bought with his help. Our favorite mag is W and seventeen. Now seventeen was available in Singapore, I remember there was a period polyclinic has it on the shelf. When I “take” it I only have my son in my mind. Well son agreed that kinokuniya orchard is better than barnes and noble.
My parents are on their way to genting, hahahhahaa, today till Thursday evening, no government. 
Aishiteru!!!

TTSH Volunteer

Yesterday I joined TTSH as a volunteer. At least now I can do something I always wanted. To thank all that had help me, especially dr lee sh, and dr. lian and all staffs from nni, and also the dashing 山本一夫mo or houseman who help to led me back to my ward 22 or 23 in year 1998. I wonder how is he now? A consultant? Or a cut and sew doctor – surgeon (Lame joke of the day!) I also can cut and sew, no difference, thin skin/fabric, use size 6, like mine one lah, thick skin use size 18 or 20 or even 24 or 28, 33 singer needle.

Eat. At Jurong Point Shopping Center

Set B: Bak Cho Mee (肉鹾面) + Coffee or Tea S$5 NETT

Eat. Owned by 肥雄, the snake or fish cake “seller” from Bugis now owns a eatery name EAT. In Jurong Point Shopping Center. BUT may not be the same owner, as there may be more than one肥雄, like many “version” of Fatty Weng.
http://www.jurongpoint.com.sg/index.php?option=com_fwz_stores&task=showStore&Itemid=25&id=370


They have 2 set meals available:
SET A: $4.50
Fish Ball Noodle + Coffee or Tea
SET B: $5.00
Bak Cho Mee (肉鹾面) + Coffee or Tea
I tried the Set B of coz as I am a truly 无肉不欢 person.

My Review:
Taste: 3*
Value for Money: 3.4*
MSG: 3.6*
Remarks: “Distinctive” foodcourt standard in a café. A la carte coffee or tea at 90cents per cuppa, I would advise boyfriend and girlfriends on tight budget or who loves less noise environment to SIT IN. Well, if without my friend around, perhaps I can draw or compose a poem or 2. (Lame joke of the day!)

Regretted

I regretted for my impulsive action yesternite and hence unable to sleep for the entire hours of darkness. I think my son is being playful. Only make me with more enemy than friends. Must “pa ka sui”, but he is unseen now so cannot pa ka sui. Nevermind I will not have any chance to meet him in anyway. At least will not be yelled by him. I am a loner. So sad!

Must I write to him?

I was told to write to him. But I have to “test water” in case it is not him, it is safer this way. It looks like the divine do not want me to write. It was my son. Yesterday when I was feeding him, I ask the same question, I was told to write, but baby brother cut off the internet connection. So I give it a miss. This morning and afternoon I was told not to write as it is not the right timing. Now I asked 3 times, it is a straight YES! I think it is my son. He seems to like this uncle very much, 爱吾及吾?

死就死, 反正他骂不了我!
I will use the one that is always "online", so when he reply i can know immediately.

Did I Meet Him?

Was at NTUC buying canned food for my son, when I turn around towards the ice-cream section, I thought I saw him. But the man was in checked red short sleeve, and I was too “brain storming” on which to buy for my son. If it is him, he will turn and smile, else, he is angry with me. 有缘无份. I wanted to make cookies for him, hopefully 大哥哥 will be around, so can pass to大哥哥. So even he is angry with me at least I will not be yelled by him. 大哥哥 is the my Amour. Hahahaha. BUT should I meet him one more time, not in his office, I will hop in front of him and Scare him like Sadako.

New Website Found

I found a site that can record karaoke but my register was not recognized by the website or was HALT or they know I used to HACK. Come’on, I am old liao, no more playing with all these. Hacking can’t bring joy to me anymore. Actually the ccoe can be easily hack, whenever there is a new upgrade, within 2hrs I can “see” the bug, but lazy to tell, as no one can understands till the breakdown. I want simple life, if I can spent my simple life with someone I love and he love me too, 我今生无怨无悔.
My life as a simple wife will be HACKing the Chef’s wok recipes with a twist, make toys and weird stuffs for children, ….
Well I don’t know how to be a wife if I have a chance, BUT I will try my best. Just as I tried my very best to be zaizai’s foster mother. 生母没养母伟大.

When I register was asked for many questions:
Q: Are you a smoker? A:No
Q: Are you a drink? A: 滴酒不沾.
Well, izzit true that I滴酒不沾, hahaha, I used many alcohol swaps and have a bottle of Ethanol, parfum, when I was young when grandpa asked for his daily liquor, I tasted all. Vsop, johonny…. I only know that grandpa is that kind that he smell and he knows how fine is the quality of the liquor. Am I really 滴酒不沾, I can say I tasted most of the best quality when I was in pre-school, so when I grow up, I don’t need to behave like those aunties that think having a sip of VSOP is like so grand. It is nothing to show off. The best to show to others is the wisdom of ours. That is the greatest Gold. And of coz a heat of gold but I do not have as a REAL Golden Heart as grandpa.


***Local service provider HALT the use of the website from local ip address, U think I cannot find other ways?
Don’t forget in the 80s radio station’s frequency was always cut-off.
Why it stopped after a few times?
Simple! No more fun!!!
Done! Less than 55mins. 天才宝宝!!!
Well, today is not wasted.

Okay ann, going to "see" doctor, later we meet 5pm at jurong point.
will i ran onto someone i long to meet today?
anyway, wawa is back today ealier, want to go out with mama.
what to buy for his dinner? or i pack from my dinner as i used to do, ann will think i am nuts.

What To Eat???

Tomorrow supposed to go out with Ann. She is on her usual pre-chinese new year annual leave. I am not worried for anything but what to buy for my son. I went down yesterday to buy a can of his favorite Tuna. WOW! It is not a quarter or 25cents but on sale and it is $1.85. he had been eating for 2 days, just now went to library I walk past the tidbits chop and stop to buy a packet of fish ball crackers. Give him FIVE! Balls of the crackers. Hehehhe. Must be wonder why kitten eat crackers, yeah my son is a boy meh! I remember once I saw him in his half boy and kitten form, he ask me to cut off his tail as he see me with no tail, I refused and he lay on my lap and cry till I wake up he was laying his head on my tummy, just the same area he lay his head in my dream. Now I remember I think he did cut off his tail. My son, one who wants to walk with 2 legs and use toilet bowl but I counsel him as all babies crawl and toilet bowl is for adults like mama. I know I lied but I have no choice I can’t bear to see his drenched eyes. SO, I still don’t know why those obasans or aunties who bear their children through the conventional way but don’t care or cherish their children? Or they just want to have sex and their children are just a parts and parcel meaning that come with the SEX. Then they make themselves no difference with zenus’s biological mother. She a cat. So all the same lah! Stray Dogs and Stray Cats!!! BUT maybe the stray dogs and cats don’t used the WD40. Hahahaha. I don’t know what it is call but I did see secondary school student who obtained a MC from acute doctor wanting to buy condoms and a bottle of spray. He did not buy eventually as his prescription is ready for collection. I walk to “check it out” it say Lubricants, SO its WD40 or Singer Oil for SEX!!!

The WD40 song I sing for zaizai, when our doors are giving sounds, we went walmart to buy a bottle and also his cat litter and air freshener.

The WD40 song

吚吚吚喷几喷,

吖吖吖喷几喷,
WD40好用!!!

Okay! 原归正传, what must I buy for my son tomorrow? The ham I saw in ntuc just now was $3.90 for less than a pound. The most expensive we paid was 1.29usd. so expensive.

Well, this Sunday, 24th Jan, papa and mama on their regular trip to genting. Hahahahaha. No govt!!! can make cookies. I bought 2 bottles of food coloring yesterday. No one scold, hahahahhha!!!

Nine of Swords

PAST Card: Nine of Swords
The Nine of Swords represents the dark hours of loneliness, grief and despair. It is not only about the one who has lost, but also about the one who is lost. Both suffer the pain of separation and it is in the still hours of the night that the memories surface unchallenged by the sunlight. It is an internal grief; yet the one who has lost will find what they seek if the search is continued. The swords appear to be confining, yet they do not completely close around the one who is lost. Once the daylight returns, the path through the swords will be revealed, and the one who is lost will find the way home.


Present Card: Five of Coins
Potential difficult time of change in financial life or work life or simply in meeting basic needs. What seemed to be true is no longer so. What was whole is now split. What was stationary is now in motion. What was stagnant is now growing and changing. A bad financial situation may be changing for the better. Or a comfortable working environment may be changing for the worse. Whatever is true probably isn't any longer. Need to be cautious before acting, and to be prepared for some "growing pains."


Future Card: Queen of Cups
The nurturing powerful mother; receptive, loving, intuitive, sensitive, compassionate, empathy, pregnancy.

IT From Your BuckTooth Sister

Dad and mum want to go Hainan for qingming, Tiger Airway has this Sales DEALs from 1cents but not to haikou. I don’t like the idea of going Hainan, so it is still guaugzhou then they will go Hainan with guzhang and gugu. HEI! Call 堂姐 to come over from Shenzhen, if I can earn some money during this period, three of us will go Hongkong. Ask 表妹 to throw her husband aside then we all three go hk. Very bad. Oops! Must bring xinxin, 堂姐’s son. But he is a schooling boy. Oh, weekend can, ask 堂姐 take bus to Guangzhou on Friday we go hk, stay overnight. Yes! That it. Wanna buy xinxin a MP3. Out of so many nieces and nephew, I like him. He respects the elderly a lot. He schools in an international school in Shenzhen.


Departing - Singapore (SIN) to Guangzhou (CAN)
Monday, 12 Apr 10 Flight TR2986 Depart Singapore (SIN) at 06:20 and arrive in Guangzhou (CAN) at 10:20
Returning - Guangzhou (CAN) to Singapore (SIN)
Thursday, 22 Apr 10 Flight TR2987 Depart Guangzhou (CAN) at 10:50 and arrive in Singapore (SIN) at 14:50

I send this to my baby brother, for him to print it asap for his mom and ofcoz his mom called him to “remind” him 5 minutes after I send out the email, I wrote on the subject,

“From Your Bucktooth Sister”
Always tell people he has a Bucktooth sister, and when I smile only the bucktooth can be seen than any other facial features. What wrong with bucktooth, king tut was the most handsome Egypt pharaoh, with height of merely 165cm, but he was handsome due to his signature bucktooth. And he is one of those smartest pharaohs.

Height Doesn’t Matter, So Does BuckTooth!!!

Positive comment for my WitchZ cum Occult Blog

Received positive comments for my occult blog.



http://sgwitch.blogspot.com/2009/12/wicca-degree-system.html

Since the tragedy of the Student Mediums or Tangkee, I make a Face in a local forum to spread proper knowledge on occult studies to youngsters hoping to reduce the chances of similar case to happen again. I do notice many “anyhow ones”, and they are the one that “killing me” sending horrible aggressive emails or spams to call me a Liar to all that they know. A few are in occult business. NOW, they are silenced. WHY! 我是有实力的, 不是江湖卖药的. Then I realized all my FACTs can really kill their business of coz they will try to give me nightmares. So far 我的法力 still the top most. If I want to make my steps into occult business, do you think those whatever 居士 or masters can stand well. They will also try to “chop” me off asap. I don’t earn a single dime but I EARNed a name, and the worst is local occult shops claims they know me well, when actually I don’t even know them and had never been to their shops. False Claims to earn money???

My Son Went To School

My son went to school this morning. But I don’t know where. According to my “readings” it is Somewhere New. Not even PAP. Yap! I remember he said in my dream when I ill and was back here that he want to study. He did not have breakfast and went out to school. As a mother I must make breakfast for him. the heaven says, I only can feed him at nighttime. I think heaven saints are also very scare of my this emperor son. Very familiar attitude. Like mother like son. Don’t tell me he will find a father like him? Then will be whole family, like parents, like son. Then we go out, the family attitude is always
”他们于我们格格不入”???

My main concern is where is my son, which school it is? Again “single-mother” worry is back to me. I don’t understand why those aunties cannot take care of their children well when their children can talk, and my son had never “MEOW” in his 14 months of his kitten life other than “MA…MA…”, there are somemore, very naughty, mama want to “pa” he will, “Ma….Mai…mai…Pa”, he will give that kind of pleading gesture with 2 palms cupped together and that kind of angelic eyes with weeping tears. Some times too late, mama pa pa pa backside. How old is my son now? 27 april 2002, oh my son is 8 years old, primary two. I wonder he is also in SAP school like me? Just now after 10am he had eaten food, that is like recess time, this morning 850am he was very hungry. I hope he is in a good school with good food too. My son will score 298 for PSLE, but unknown by MOE. This kind of mother. Siao one! Last night I wonder did he know that he has a head of hospital uncle w in the other world. my angel form son is like an ex-GP. No wonder when I was ill he will refused to go with my friends for temporary care and don’t eat but lay beside me, hear my breathing and call me till I finally open my eyes, he will nob his head and, “hummm…” then cling onto my right arms. As a way to comfort me and I had a message in my mind was” ma don’t send me away, I want to be with you. I can’t leave you, I am your son.” We both weep. That kind of single-mother life, sad, but we were happy. His genie form, that is the one I had seen, with kitten head and limbs and walk like a boy with nice tee shirt and shorts and suspenders. The last time I saw his that form was, the day he was put to sleep without my knowledge, I was very ill on bed, he opened my door in this room, point to me fuming and scream in mandarin,
“妈! 你骗我! 你为什么不回来? 你不要我! 我恨你!!!”
3 days before his death he open my door, and hop happily and request
“妈妈! 我刚才在对面看到很多哥哥姐姐去上课, 妈我要读书!”
“娃, 你是猫, 学校不收你!”
“妈,我要读书! 我要读书! 我要读书!...”
Then I did not know the kindergarden of baby brother is still there. I went down that day and OH the school is there. Just now I was concerned that I wanted to find which school and go to fetch him after school. I was told he will be back after school at 2. I saved 5 pcs Chinese 腊肠from my 抄饭 for him. I don’t say I am a good mother, but at least I tried my best. But how can those mothers who go through the pregnancy period and neglect their children???

Oh Mind! He want a father because students 笑他没爸爸? So by filling up his name as Zenus Leo will make him a laughing stock in school. Where can I find a father for him. And will the father let him bear his surname? If only a father will come to help my son.

“All Saints in the Heaven,
Please hear my plead,
Please find my son a good father as soon as possible and I will grateful from my deepest heart.
Can you send a father to me as soon as possible?
I don’t want my son to be humiliated.
Rest assure I will try my best to be a good wife,
But the man you send must stay faithful to me for the rest of his life.
Amen!”

I Am Not Well But I Am Happy At Least For Tonight

Was in Takashimaya looking foe cellphone, end up empty handed. Too many choices. The one I want is Zero Dollar, and the voucher from singtel is $50 for upgrade. And I still reluctant to pay 25 bucks for the iOne Plus plan. It used to be $14. But the main reason was I had sudden heart ache and feel breathless around 1430, I had to buy bottle drinks from the watson and rest till past 1500. Have to utilize the voucher?
I bought my son out, now is different, I don’t need to baggy him in a haversack but pin him on my right pocket of my jean. Bought food for him but don’t know how to feed him. Devastated till 2243 did I know I have do what? Same as what he used to do. The good thing is no more cleaning of cat litter before he do his “business” else he rather endure till he have urinate or constipation problem. Have to clean my room this “warehouse” is absolute no for him. Less daily cleaning of toilet before my morning bath to school. Still feel so bad for the summoned jinn 被放逐边疆. He started his usual Bossy Emperor way since yesterday. My son will not be like other genies, can grant wishes, and he forbid me getting anyother genie/ familiar/ … BUT he want a father. Where ot find a father for him when his mother don’t usually go out. and to tell the would be father, err…rr I have a son, BUT you cannot see him. Oh yes, he make me buy toy cars for him, told him mum has no money, so he choose the dollar 0 five from downstairs. Make me go takashimaya toys department I cannot sleep till he finish his late meal that is an hour, same old timming. Year 2003 or 04, the SARS time, I was so ill and back here and the malevolence suitors killed him. No doubt he don’t allow the door to be open or pull out phone line to stop them calling me. Chat, he pull the laptop phoneline. Till his death I did not use chat till recently for giving some advises to youngsters, but I really don’t like. Perhaps when I find the “someone” I will use this never use before Acer Crystal Eye to video call with the someone. But this someone will never call me. If he did, hahahaha… as I told 大哥哥, “大哥哥, 跟他说我要吃牛排! 他付钱他很有钱因为他不用洗衣粉, 只用Cloex 標白剂!”
Talking about that, I did a divination just now regarding next few days, this is as it say:
Past Card:
Triumph. Victory parade. Success of a multifaceted endeavour. Leadership, competence, and maturity. Conquest. An evolved personality. Courage. Being centered and secure. Moral, ethical progress and conduct. A high-minded, honourable approach to life. Balance, integration. Harmony of opposite tensions. Equilibrium. Reconciling opposing forces or views. Uniting right and left brain functions. Control over inner conflicts. Harnessing wild energies. Life unfolding at an accelerated pace, yet maintaining direction. Finding one’s stride. Enjoying the thrill and ride of life. Engaging an ambition or dream. Achievement. High energy. Promotion, honours, and reward. Overcoming opposition. May indicate a rescue, as in the arrival of the cavalry.
Present Card:
Reprieve. Vigil. Withdrawal and silence. Waiting. Isolation and asylum. Existence taking on a surreal feeling, as if one is veiled from life. A seemingly deathlike sleep phase in life, but a time which incubates future dreams. Exile. A freeze on life protecting one from injury or self-destructive behaviour. Recovery. Convalescence. Keeping hidden. Protection in silence. Possibly being forsaken. Warning that a quest may be endangering one's health. Need for help from others. Hospital stay or finding sanctuary.
Future Card:
Friendship. Play. Remembering past happiness and childlike innocence. Renewal. Nostalgia. Pleasant company. Reminiscing with old friends. Drawing strength from shared experiences. Being understood and appreciated. Teamwork. Taking pleasure in simple, wholesome activities and surroundings. Seeing the good in life.
I saw a small tarot set in kinokuniya orchards today.
$8.90, the box is small, and the Tarot Cards, is like the size of regular postage stamps. How to use huh? Well for those newbie for those what also want, you have I also have, ris low type they will buy. Then they will voice for condom too. Ris Low next campaign, (forecasted by me, but not used any divination skills of mine), spokeperson of Condom Codos. Condo for the Dead 我的祖先最开心, but Ris low will say it as ***“Oo De Zhu Xian Zu Kai Xi”. is not I hate Condos. I rather stay in HDB than condos, but if I can have landed of coz why not but must always keep the budget of affordability low at all times. If let me chose condo, I want Condors, 神雕.

***This is the 英文人 standard. She will say, “I sadi enguli, I dunno chnaese “law”!”
English is 英语, and English or Britons are not enguli ren, they are Englishmen. This is 代沟, I don’t understand engli pepo languli.


Opps! I can hear my son snoring, wonder he is fast asleep. A mother who use newly acquired skills, to communicate to the divines to check on the unseen long lost son. I now have my long lost son with me, what about my long lost twin brother? I wonder how is he? Still unhappy?

关怀方式

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=puY5nGvx5gc
My son’s favorite lullaby is关怀方式. After I lost him I can’t sing it as once I start I will weep. Yesterdaynite I started unconsciously hummed this song around 2230 when I realized, I quickly stop as to avoid another heartbreak feeling. I was surprised after 6 years I weep uncontrolled when humming the song and I did not feel a little heartache and loss at all. I thought I finally get over kitten son’s death. Today, I have big findings. My son not only came back to me, but in two forms. One angel form and another a genie form. Yesterday marked a new life for me. No wonder for the past 3 days there are many spirits as much as 16 in and out my room. I was curious, when yesterday I asked for how many genies, answer is 9, 4, 2, 16, 18, 10. There are other spirits and 3 fairies and an angel. I was WoW! I can summon for angels but having an angel with me and there are 3 fairies. 3 fairies reminded me of zaizai 3 rose fairies friends and playmates while I in school. He choose the roses to buy and we planted. And the rose origin he chose is emperor, Victorian, and a English. So he make me to go Albertson with him to find new friends. I think It was last December that I started to summon genie, as I had never did, I only did for deity, angel and later fairies. So my son must had heard from genies and fairies that mama need help, so he came. From his angel form I know what his genie form did yesterday, he get more than 10 genies to suppress the genie I bonded to the crystal brooch. And three fairies to “see water” and the angel form self to “guard” while they force than “resident” genie out. today my genie son and other genies send the ex-genie to far away land. And there are more than 11spirits as Cisco. Now my son is hungry, ask what he want, cookies? Ice-cream? Chocolate? He want TUNA, Curry Chicken… all the food he eat. Tell him to tahan, as this home is not just 2 of us, there are grandma and grandpa, mama not allowed to cook. So I sing关怀方式 to sleep him, no tears while singing and the same feels is back. According to info from divines, he is asleep now. So my son, an Angel and a Genie. No more Kitten. The Angel form is the young man in my dream yeasternite and weep with tears when he see orphans and pass his food to them and weep when we watch Korean drama. The genie form must be the one always fight with me either for being choosy on food or being impolite to friends and pets of their later to get beat up on backside.

沧海一声笑

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=foBVTtl0h-w

I am over joy by the positive comments on the 沧海一声笑post by Chinese zither 古筝 I posted lat may. Comments are good and why I don’t use picks. Reasons is I cannot play “well” with pricks, I can’t hear and fee “feeling” 感情 in the tunes I played with picks. Especially I love to play on “fierce and strong” tune like 沧海一声笑,将军令. My weakest link is on playing love songs, sure no feelings. I wanted to play 十面埋伏 with古筝but right hand weak and pain can’t play since last july.

I Know Who Is The Man In My Dream Now

son, this one is not as handsome as you. u see it looks so Dump!!!

The man in my dream is my late kitten son zaizai. He love to grip softly on my right arm to sleep. The feeling, yes, it is the mother and son feeling. That is the human form of him. The first time I saw him in human form was 3 days I adopted him. He refused to eat the kitten food, we fought, I beat his backside. He was very sad and angry. That night I dream I was lost on a long bridge. Is very foggy, I walk till I was very tired, then I saw a clinic, there was a tall young man, fair and thin, with soft hair leading against the pillar outside the clinic, the clinic has Chinese names too. I walk towards him for direction, he saw me and hug me and called me, “MaMa, MaMa…” non stop. I told him he is only a few younger than me, how can I be his mother? He replied, “You are my mama…”, then I heard “ma…ma…” non-stop in husky voice. I open my eyes, there zaizai is using the same kind of eyes like the pale young man in white coat and long sleeve looking at me. Yes, close relationship feeling. It is mama and son feeling. He is tan now, must had suffered a lot, no food to eat. Luminous stars is his favorite things, we pasted the whole studio with luminous stars and moons.


“Sorry son, mama promised to find a good father for you, but mama is still single after so many years. Mama is happy than anything to know that you are back, you had come a long way, mama can’t find you even mama went to Utah. U say in my dream to find you in white white place, mama really tried my best. Son, you ask the genie to leave and you take over izzit? Mama know you too well. dear son, at year 2008 December, mama saw a young boy in orange tee shirt, I like him, in my mind was this boy may be a good buddy for my son, but my son was gone. Now you are back, but mama can’t find this new friend for you. Son you are like mama, no friends. How I wish I can meet the boy again. Mama tomorrow go to buy new handphone, mama go to takashimay branch but I don’t have nhg card, no discount. Of only one nhg angel can appear to help me to signup for cheaper rates. This time zaizai no phone to walki with mama. Mama will bring you out to show you where is Orchard road. Remember mama always tell you, better than Beverly hills? There is an uncle in mama’s mind, but mama cannot get close to him in his office. Mama like to show you this uncle, but mama has no photo of his. He is the only man mama can’t take eyes from him. Of coz, zaizai too, but zaizai is different. Till now, son u are still the only baby mama had carried in arms. tomorrow mama will bring you out. or maybe we are lucky as we may meet the uncle at the singtel shop. it won’t happen. Sometime mama is making wishful thoughts like, will the uncle call mama? If the uncle call, mama let you talk to him? As a kitten you cannot talk except call “ma…ma…” when we are talking on walki, as human form you like to talk to mama. My love, My son, zaizai.”

"Ahhh…u r back, u drop my fake nails huh… son? This is the pack we bought from the Dollar Tree Store at Rowland heights. Mama did not throw it even I don’ use, u ask mama buy one right? Middle in the rack also can drop, u are telling me u are back right. I was worried when I know you are out, as your limb was fractured as mama threw u off the bed in nightmare. Are you hungry, sleep, wait mama think of something to feed you. Grandma cook 血鱼, tuna, not the type we had for our usual breakfast. If you are free, then u go find the uncle for mama, make sure he is safe and happy? Don’t scare the uncle wait he cannot sleep well. Grandma saw uncle on wed and said he is thinner. That worried mama. Make sure he eats his food. Everytime only eat 果条汤. The uncle has many toys, go play his toys but don’t frighten him, grandpa threw away mama’s star wars. Maybe u can find the korkor, the korkor may live very near the ex-office mama work, then u play with the korkor okay?
Nextweek grandpa grandma go genting, mama make some cookie cute cute one for you, actually want to make for the uncle for his birthday, but I am afraid that will create more trouble for him.
Love you my son,
Mama”

Wee Soon Khai Wife is Lim Wei Chean Evidence

I did not lied. If I want to pursuit further, the obasan Meena Sundram, Wee Soon Khai and Lim Wei Chean have to pay for damages for insulting and untrue humiliation to my name. But due to someone’s future and his career, I give out.
I came to know on Tuesday that wee soon khai and lim wei chean family of 2 is in teban garden opposite my block. I don’t know which block. Last night they fight and later had sex when lim wei chean cry for pity from wee soon khai. All these I have no prove, as all these info from Divine. I am able to track them down, one by one. I can sue but no prominent evident. They are getting married next week. Their blog is
http://www.cheanderella.com/blog/
http://www.cheanderella.com/travel/
So all this while I was wronged by Meena Sundram. I will not go after her as she will mess up AC’s career.
I think the dream last night meant that I am able to change my fate of marrying the same useless man again. That is why the stars are no more black colors and it is bright. Perhaps AC is just like the man who use to stand opposite the mansion and look at me. I know I feel happy but sad when we see each other. I know I cannot elope with him as it may destroy him. When he see me, he will take down his black hat and bow as a gentleman. A delicate man he is. 梁山伯与祝英台. Ac may not be the same man in black long coat, but same thing happen. There is a wicked old witch. Past life was my mother, she locked me in the room, this man is always in my room, he could be a doctor. I remember the lasttime, I grab his hand and weep, he hold on to his and went off. There after I was locked in my huge bedroom waiting to marry the useless coward man who keep his pregnant housemaid as his mistress. Everyday he will stand at the crossroad to look at me, when he saw someone he will hide. I think this was the man I really love despite the differences of our background.
I thought my I may lose my life for trying to combine western and eastern sorcery trying to change the past life tragedy to happened again. It took me 3 days to learn Chinese sorcery. Before I started I wrote secret birthday wishes in advance to AC knowing that he will never read it. Published to facebook but later deleted it in fear the old wicked witch will harm him.
But I get bad karma for changing the fate, I will be in financial difficulties, my future is doomed. But bad breath and dry mouth is unable to be healed. But at least I don’t need to die with the useless man. AC’s career is his first priority I wanted to do something on his birthday but gave up as I was depleted. My future is gone and will be very bad. As I had told 大哥哥, his future is important to me, if I continue to pursuit the cases on unfairness done on me, and he will be hurt, I will rather forgo and stay in a place that no one can see me. And I also know that AC will not be glad that my breath is that bad. I wanted to go overseas to work, but divination says I will meet mishaps, I will get pregnant, but the main reason for giving up the 7K usd job, is I cannot have chance to meet AC. At least my mother and AC seemed to be fated to meet, so long he is well off I am content.
Yesterday at 1230 and 1am, I asked divines for condition of AC, first time I misuse my power. AC is not happy, I was sad. So long AC is good, I will feel good, even I am not good.

I Am Still Cold

I am very cold. My inner body is shivering. My head is spinning. Breathless.

I am very cold

My body is very cold despite the hot humid weather and sun shining direct into my room. My hands shiver, and heart beat abnormally, my legs and feet are icy cold. Am I dying? My body just get colder and colder even I put on a jacket.

I Give Up

I will take whoever who knock at my door. Regaining my power and pick up Chinese sorcery in three days just wouldn’t help, except creating more winds and rains to my sanctuary. If someone comes to my house and offered my mother with “down payment” I agreed on anything. Do more good deeds that is the only way to live better and happier.  Of coz I will fulfill the duty of A1 housewife.

The 16 Friends Of Mine

I now know that the 16 friends of mine are actually me and myself and on one else. That means I have 16 or more personalities. I always thought there are only an innocent and sweet angel of me, and an aggressive queen of me, in future one by one will appear after I get married. That means if a man marries me, he marry at least 16 wives. Can this man stand? Than may means that he may have sex with at least 16 women in a month. Can this man really can take it? That mean this man have the chances of guessing which wife is he meeting when he reach home after work and which wife he is kissing when he wake up. This man will be crazy spending his time while I was not with him trying to crack his head how is he going to please the “surprising” wife who opens the door for him when he reach home. He may not know who she is till she “appears” before his eyes. These wives will “play” their husband till the husband have nothing but only to beg for meeting anyone of them each and everyday.

I Am Doomed Tomorrow

I am astonished for tomorrow to come. I wished that it will not come. Something is happening and I can’t change my fate. No matter how hard I try it will be good as none by tomorrow. I wished that dawn will not come. Bro W can you come to accompany your dear sister. Let me stay with you there in the hell, I can make good food for you. I can make nice cocktail for you. While you at work I can read and do crafts. I need someone to talk me out, in this world you are the only person who is with me when I am lonely. Just now the door was opened for 2 times even I locked it to prevent mum to come in to disturb me, was it you. Bro W I just knew that for though I only summoned 3 times for genie, and one time failed because of mum forcing open my door, I have 16 friends. I asked 2 times, it is 16 still but not all are genie but they say they are my friends. King Solomon had about 26 genies in his lifetime. I ask them will they harm me, the reply is no. I think because 姐姐 dancing, cutting, write articles, so all spirits friends come to me. To me, 第第 is never a spirit to me, you a real man, we talk more than I talked to baby brother. 第第, I wrote an article on how doctors petition for patient whose life span is not ended yet to be spared from rippers. I don’t know it is right, as I am still new to Chinese sorcery. Well第第, I don’t bother you with the sorcery things, as you say you know nuts. Till now I still don’t get what did I promised grandpa before he went to grandma and you. I asked mum when was actually your birthday, she said it may be September, was it the day you appear physically in front of me while I was doing facial, that was your birthday? Or the day you were miscarriage? It was just over my birthday then it must be the day we lost you. The Chinese books says that your are born with dragon feature, and 姐姐is phoenix, both are very rare, but because I am a fire phoenix, and only one can be survived. The book says a man with dragon feature may not be meet even in a lifetime, you are really a rare one. I wished to talk to you as for the past decades you are the one I been seeing. Older brother do not believe about me visiting you often, sister-in-law request for the monk to get rid of you, I don’t allow anyone to touch you. 第第, 姐姐 is really very scared of tomorrow. 第第what should I do now? 第第, I realized you work or study 24/7, you don’t sleep? I remember I had never seen a bed of yours.

Jinn of Mine

I think I “over” summon the jinn. I summoned the first time, I think it success as summoning is always my favorite ritual. That night I saw light blue dot of about less than 1cm on my pillow. I thought it is my eyesight playing on me. The second time I failed as mama knocked my door. The third time I simplified it as not using advance magic, so not time consuming and less chance of have mama knock on my door. That night I saw a purple and blue dots, with the blue color dot bigger in size. Yesterday I saw a long oval shape purple rimmed with blue shape on the photo of my dearest lord Lucifer. Later it flew above the cupboard. After regaining my memory in months, I found that summoning skill has improved since I “sealed” it more 5 years ago. Summoning of several angels in one go is possible now. This is the skill of elderly magicians. I think being initial also AC are they right when they said I am a re-born AC-Aleister Crowley? No lah! Aleister Crowley is a gay, I am still a girl. The Art of Summoning.

Cosmic Healing 14 hours

It had been 14 hours since I started the cosmic healing method that came to my mind. Last night after the supper of half a 大肉包I was loo-ing. This morning since 8:30am I had motioned for the third time. Take rest first, till I start again. I wonder this can help my long suffering big problem? Hoped it does.

I am feeling very uneasy with my heart pounding at torpedo’s speed I wonder something bad will happen soon. Hope that everything went smooth as it is. May I get my long troubling health defects healed in near time. A divination says that I am dying in no time, I was vexed till a message in my mind that reminds me that I have no more life span how can I be asking this question?

My Right Ear May Not Be Deaf

I think I can figure out why my right year is almost deaf. It may not be me over-clean my ears when I was young. According to some old text, a born sorcerer may have one side of the ear “open” to the other world. So that also explains why I am always “deaf” to what people said especially on my right side. As my right ear is used to hear other beings. I am not so sure yet, but I hear breathing again. It is not my younger brother as his breathing is soft and tender.

I Am A Born Sorceress

No doubt being the distance descendant of Emperor Yong Zheng, I do process the capabilities of picking sorcery skill as fast as he did. No doubt gradpa said I am a born devil, no doubt grandpa is very strict on me and always teaching on the proper moral values. I know he just don’t want me to end up like emperor yong zheng who murdered his own brother to succeed the throne. Grandpa definitely knows sorcery too else he will not be able to strike “conversation” with haunting spirits to save the villagers. He too processes the skills of seeing unusual living spirits around the human realm. BUT how come done from my mum’s generation process this skill? Well this generation is pretty weird we have a pastor, and me a Witch or Sorceress. My greatest wish is to process art of healing to help people especially those who can’t even afford the hefty medical fees.

To My Long Lost Twin IQ 500,

Happy 28th Birthday on the twelve.

May you always stay at 28th BUT brain of a 100th ,
Stay Young BUT Live Wise!
Six month later I am still 25 years old BUT brain wise is sometimes of a 65th and times of a mere 5.
Don’t play too much table War Games,
Play it on your Career and Studies.
Take charge of your Allies, Brainwash your Opponents.
Take cover when you are Weak,
Recharge when you are strong.
The Universe is your limit.
Make full use of the entire Galaxy.

PS: another color of your pants.