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Sunday, January 17, 2010

I Am Not Well But I Am Happy At Least For Tonight



Was in Takashimaya looking foe cellphone, end up empty handed. Too many choices. The one I want is Zero Dollar, and the voucher from singtel is $50 for upgrade. And I still reluctant to pay 25 bucks for the iOne Plus plan. It used to be $14. But the main reason was I had sudden heart ache and feel breathless around 1430, I had to buy bottle drinks from the watson and rest till past 1500. Have to utilize the voucher?
I bought my son out, now is different, I don’t need to baggy him in a haversack but pin him on my right pocket of my jean. Bought food for him but don’t know how to feed him. Devastated till 2243 did I know I have do what? Same as what he used to do. The good thing is no more cleaning of cat litter before he do his “business” else he rather endure till he have urinate or constipation problem. Have to clean my room this “warehouse” is absolute no for him. Less daily cleaning of toilet before my morning bath to school. Still feel so bad for the summoned jinn 被放逐边疆. He started his usual Bossy Emperor way since yesterday. My son will not be like other genies, can grant wishes, and he forbid me getting anyother genie/ familiar/ … BUT he want a father. Where ot find a father for him when his mother don’t usually go out. and to tell the would be father, err…rr I have a son, BUT you cannot see him. Oh yes, he make me buy toy cars for him, told him mum has no money, so he choose the dollar 0 five from downstairs. Make me go takashimaya toys department I cannot sleep till he finish his late meal that is an hour, same old timming. Year 2003 or 04, the SARS time, I was so ill and back here and the malevolence suitors killed him. No doubt he don’t allow the door to be open or pull out phone line to stop them calling me. Chat, he pull the laptop phoneline. Till his death I did not use chat till recently for giving some advises to youngsters, but I really don’t like. Perhaps when I find the “someone” I will use this never use before Acer Crystal Eye to video call with the someone. But this someone will never call me. If he did, hahahaha… as I told 大哥哥, “大哥哥, 跟他说我要吃牛排! 他付钱他很有钱因为他不用洗衣粉, 只用Cloex 標白剂!”
Talking about that, I did a divination just now regarding next few days, this is as it say:
Past Card:
Triumph. Victory parade. Success of a multifaceted endeavour. Leadership, competence, and maturity. Conquest. An evolved personality. Courage. Being centered and secure. Moral, ethical progress and conduct. A high-minded, honourable approach to life. Balance, integration. Harmony of opposite tensions. Equilibrium. Reconciling opposing forces or views. Uniting right and left brain functions. Control over inner conflicts. Harnessing wild energies. Life unfolding at an accelerated pace, yet maintaining direction. Finding one’s stride. Enjoying the thrill and ride of life. Engaging an ambition or dream. Achievement. High energy. Promotion, honours, and reward. Overcoming opposition. May indicate a rescue, as in the arrival of the cavalry.
Present Card:
Reprieve. Vigil. Withdrawal and silence. Waiting. Isolation and asylum. Existence taking on a surreal feeling, as if one is veiled from life. A seemingly deathlike sleep phase in life, but a time which incubates future dreams. Exile. A freeze on life protecting one from injury or self-destructive behaviour. Recovery. Convalescence. Keeping hidden. Protection in silence. Possibly being forsaken. Warning that a quest may be endangering one's health. Need for help from others. Hospital stay or finding sanctuary.
Future Card:
Friendship. Play. Remembering past happiness and childlike innocence. Renewal. Nostalgia. Pleasant company. Reminiscing with old friends. Drawing strength from shared experiences. Being understood and appreciated. Teamwork. Taking pleasure in simple, wholesome activities and surroundings. Seeing the good in life.
I saw a small tarot set in kinokuniya orchards today.
$8.90, the box is small, and the Tarot Cards, is like the size of regular postage stamps. How to use huh? Well for those newbie for those what also want, you have I also have, ris low type they will buy. Then they will voice for condom too. Ris Low next campaign, (forecasted by me, but not used any divination skills of mine), spokeperson of Condom Codos. Condo for the Dead 我的祖先最开心, but Ris low will say it as ***“Oo De Zhu Xian Zu Kai Xi”. is not I hate Condos. I rather stay in HDB than condos, but if I can have landed of coz why not but must always keep the budget of affordability low at all times. If let me chose condo, I want Condors, 神雕.

***This is the 英文人 standard. She will say, “I sadi enguli, I dunno chnaese “law”!”
English is 英语, and English or Britons are not enguli ren, they are Englishmen. This is 代沟, I don’t understand engli pepo languli.


Opps! I can hear my son snoring, wonder he is fast asleep. A mother who use newly acquired skills, to communicate to the divines to check on the unseen long lost son. I now have my long lost son with me, what about my long lost twin brother? I wonder how is he? Still unhappy?

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