I Am Doomed Tomorrow

I am astonished for tomorrow to come. I wished that it will not come. Something is happening and I can’t change my fate. No matter how hard I try it will be good as none by tomorrow. I wished that dawn will not come. Bro W can you come to accompany your dear sister. Let me stay with you there in the hell, I can make good food for you. I can make nice cocktail for you. While you at work I can read and do crafts. I need someone to talk me out, in this world you are the only person who is with me when I am lonely. Just now the door was opened for 2 times even I locked it to prevent mum to come in to disturb me, was it you. Bro W I just knew that for though I only summoned 3 times for genie, and one time failed because of mum forcing open my door, I have 16 friends. I asked 2 times, it is 16 still but not all are genie but they say they are my friends. King Solomon had about 26 genies in his lifetime. I ask them will they harm me, the reply is no. I think because 姐姐 dancing, cutting, write articles, so all spirits friends come to me. To me, 第第 is never a spirit to me, you a real man, we talk more than I talked to baby brother. 第第, I wrote an article on how doctors petition for patient whose life span is not ended yet to be spared from rippers. I don’t know it is right, as I am still new to Chinese sorcery. Well第第, I don’t bother you with the sorcery things, as you say you know nuts. Till now I still don’t get what did I promised grandpa before he went to grandma and you. I asked mum when was actually your birthday, she said it may be September, was it the day you appear physically in front of me while I was doing facial, that was your birthday? Or the day you were miscarriage? It was just over my birthday then it must be the day we lost you. The Chinese books says that your are born with dragon feature, and 姐姐is phoenix, both are very rare, but because I am a fire phoenix, and only one can be survived. The book says a man with dragon feature may not be meet even in a lifetime, you are really a rare one. I wished to talk to you as for the past decades you are the one I been seeing. Older brother do not believe about me visiting you often, sister-in-law request for the monk to get rid of you, I don’t allow anyone to touch you. 第第, 姐姐 is really very scared of tomorrow. 第第what should I do now? 第第, I realized you work or study 24/7, you don’t sleep? I remember I had never seen a bed of yours.