关怀方式

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My son’s favorite lullaby is关怀方式. After I lost him I can’t sing it as once I start I will weep. Yesterdaynite I started unconsciously hummed this song around 2230 when I realized, I quickly stop as to avoid another heartbreak feeling. I was surprised after 6 years I weep uncontrolled when humming the song and I did not feel a little heartache and loss at all. I thought I finally get over kitten son’s death. Today, I have big findings. My son not only came back to me, but in two forms. One angel form and another a genie form. Yesterday marked a new life for me. No wonder for the past 3 days there are many spirits as much as 16 in and out my room. I was curious, when yesterday I asked for how many genies, answer is 9, 4, 2, 16, 18, 10. There are other spirits and 3 fairies and an angel. I was WoW! I can summon for angels but having an angel with me and there are 3 fairies. 3 fairies reminded me of zaizai 3 rose fairies friends and playmates while I in school. He choose the roses to buy and we planted. And the rose origin he chose is emperor, Victorian, and a English. So he make me to go Albertson with him to find new friends. I think It was last December that I started to summon genie, as I had never did, I only did for deity, angel and later fairies. So my son must had heard from genies and fairies that mama need help, so he came. From his angel form I know what his genie form did yesterday, he get more than 10 genies to suppress the genie I bonded to the crystal brooch. And three fairies to “see water” and the angel form self to “guard” while they force than “resident” genie out. today my genie son and other genies send the ex-genie to far away land. And there are more than 11spirits as Cisco. Now my son is hungry, ask what he want, cookies? Ice-cream? Chocolate? He want TUNA, Curry Chicken… all the food he eat. Tell him to tahan, as this home is not just 2 of us, there are grandma and grandpa, mama not allowed to cook. So I sing关怀方式 to sleep him, no tears while singing and the same feels is back. According to info from divines, he is asleep now. So my son, an Angel and a Genie. No more Kitten. The Angel form is the young man in my dream yeasternite and weep with tears when he see orphans and pass his food to them and weep when we watch Korean drama. The genie form must be the one always fight with me either for being choosy on food or being impolite to friends and pets of their later to get beat up on backside.